Well Havn't wrote in here in a long long time...Like almost a month...Things have fallen apart but are slowly being picked up...i think..I hope and I pray..that they are...OMG..I love god so much..I have to say that...tho he's putting me through so much right now...I just have to glorify him for a few min...because...he has caused me to be so much better..now then what I was before..and to become such better friends w/ every one..I'm lovin that now...ahh.I can't believe I ignored it before..it was like I didn't want to see it ...I don't know its like I wanted to find all of the bad situtations that could possibly come out of this and that there wasn't any good to come out off all of this but actually there really is except all the people hating me but hey thats just one down side of it all I mean..I don't know...

Ugh I was so mad at god to tell you the truth see last weekend.....I Went to A deciple ship now type thing called RUSH Chattanooga and OMG it was so awesome..and  I gave all of the stuff that was bothering me..To god..and told god it was in his hands and that I was through w/ it..and then I come back home in a wonderful care free mood and then satan..brings all of this up again..and makes things horrible for me...but on wed. I got to go to a BUILDING 429 Concert w/ my wonderful friends who I luv Muchos (Alot) Mark, Lexy, And Todd....OMG they were my life savers ...Ahh..ne way..the concert was great..But I think that time w/ my friends did more that..I thought it would...I think that made me forget about all that I was up against..but then I thought about every thing and I said..well If god be for me than who can be against me and that's the absolute truth if I have god on my side then what does it matter because he is going to always be on my side no matter what I do or don't do or no matter what ne one else says and Thats all that matters and god will always love me when every one else turns away..well I think I'm going to leave you w/ that..RAMPAGE was tonight..and I am very tired church tomorrow..and then I'm going to spend the night w/ miss katie Ann haha I CAN"T WAIT....I'm STOKEd...YES...Good night you guys

~a good name is like gold it will stand before any thing else in the world..~

~And remember....I'll be waiting where I've always been RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE~
                                               -God

hey guys...Wow...Fun fun weekend...Okay saturday..went to the BHBC bowl It was freakin awesome...I played some Futbol de americana (For those of you who don't know spanish Acutual foot ball)...then They played some futbol (Soccer) Which mackenzie and I didn't play we went and sat on the Bench And made fun of people..(Not naming names...CHICKEN lol)(hey its not a name..Nicknames don't count lol) But we had a great time...then we went back to the youth house for pizza...Olivia, Elizabeth, And I were ball room dancing which was pretty cool...and then bryan taugh us the two step which was a little scary...Yep...Well then to home I went...Umm well kindof we went to office depot so I could get some dividers for the wonderful(Sarcasm much) class we call geometry..Then we went home...and I did much of nothing...ha...well yeah...Then sunday Got up went to church...Came home was going to take a nap..But didn't...Umm then went back to church had to sing...it was awesome...Then Went to kyle's house w/ the youth for the super bowl party...It was So fun we got there and it was like mackenzie katie me brittany up against each other In foose ball *ha Not sure if I spelled that right* then they decided to add andy on their team so they won...But brittany and I added Mark..Yeah..It helped a little lol j/k mark then Mackenzie was suppose to be helping me with spanish but evan distracted her lol...haha..makes me laugh ne who...so instead of doing home work we decided to confuse every one by speakin in spanish...Ahhhh yeah that was interesting...so then..we really did do a little bit of it...Okay not really I lied...But this guy who is now very cool even though I prolly will never talk to him again...He's still cool cause he translated like 3 chapters of that book...Yes...I was so happy so then mackenzie and I decided to freak Chicken *Evan* out by talking in spanish...But well then he started figuring out what we were saying so We had to stop...But yeah...We had alot of fun...welp Then monday was school got picked up early heck yes...Then Brittany and I talked on the fone and we were like freaking out cause it was snowing.....ha..Yeah...but ne who...Then Talked to kenzie for like an hour and thirty min on the phone...yeah we are good now thank god...yeah..ne who...then well we called evan to wake him up...and well we did...and he was sort of mad...or so he said he was while he was laughing but ofcourse...I blamed it all on kenzie...yeah..well guys I think your prolly bored with reading this so I will like stop typing...

IM SO DONE...lol

Okay one more thing

<3 Always-Tonia